Sony RX1003 f/2.8 1/250s 18.89mm 80 ISO
or it seems so at the end of the tunnel.
striving after true inner freedom…
Nikon D750 f/4.2 1/2500 38mm 800 ISO
“21 October, After Dinner
It is a slow and painful process, this striving after true inner freedom. Growing more and more certain that there is no help or assurance or refuge in others. That the others are just as uncertain and weak and helpless as you are. You are alway thrown back on to your own resources. There is nothing else. The rest is make-believe. But that fact has to be recognized over and over again. Especially since you are a woman. For a woman always longs to lose herself in another. But that too is a fiction, albeit a beautiful one. There is no matching of lives. At least not for me. Perhaps for a few moments. But do those moments justify a lifetime together? Can those few moments cement a shared experience? All they can do is give you a little strength. And perhaps a little happiness. God knows, being alone is hard. For the world is inhospitable. In the past I used to dream of giving it to one person. But it was not to be. And when you reach such painful truths at the age of 27, you sometimes feel quite desperate and lonely and anxious, although independent and proud at the same time. I have confidence in myself and I shall manage by myself. The only measure you have is yourself. And the only responsibility you can shoulder in life is responsibility for yourself. But you must do it with all your strength. And now to ring up S.”
cited: Trans: A Pomerans, An Interrupted Life The Diaries of Etty Hillesum, 1983. pg 46.
Image and quote from Etty Hillesum’s diary submitted in response to the World is a Book’s lens-artists’ photo challenge: narrow.
Nikon D750 f/7.1 1/1250s 85mm 800 ISO
Image submitted in response to Cee’s photo challenge: leading lines
compared to last year,
this has been even more loneliness —
~Buson (Trans: Y Sawa & EM Shiffert, Haiku Master Buson
a trump free day?”
In the video below Ibarionex (Candid Frame) discusses how fixed visual elements in a scene allow a photographer to find their compositionIn